dawn

2012-01-30T19:36:00.001+08:00

It relates to me so much now.

2012-01-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

He still knows me best after all. So sweet when i really needed someone to cheer me up.

Thanks Sister! Lolx. Alright alright. Always my best bro when i needed him! :)

Never fail to cheer me up even after knowing each other for so many donkey years!

And for god sake people! Stop saying i fat la. Bully me only T.T It's not going to motivate me and you guys knows!

2012-01-26T02:05:00.003+08:00

我可以选择不爱了吗？3年了。我真的真的爱的好累。

‘信任’ 真的有那么难吗？就不能不撒谎吗？

‘承诺’ 真的有那么难吗？就不能守住吗？

算了，就怎么算了吧。就让一切随风而飘。

该是时候面对现实了。

加油吧！我一定能做到的！相信自己一定行！

2012-01-14T01:43:00.002+08:00

CNY is coming in less than a week but things are still not going well for us. Seriously, when is it ever gonna end!? I'm so sick of all the problems! And, with my father and bf always throwing me problems with deadline only a day after telling me, how can they expect me to solve it for them in less than a day? I'm not GOD for god's sake!! MEN! WHEN WILL THEY EVER LEARN TO BE MORE RESPONSIBLE!!??

*sigh* Hopefully things will get better next week. On a side note, the only happy thing for now is that Angel is expecting 4 puppies which will be due in a few days. EXCITED!!

P.s : 我不希望今年可以过个大肥年，只求能够过个安安静静的好年。

2012-01-01T04:52:00.001+08:00

Bf is indulging more on me nowadays with premium movies! First was Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2 followed by Twilight Saga - Breaking Dawn Part 1 and lastly, The Darkest Hour on New Year's Eve.

And, no more last min plans with friends anymore. Totally screwed up my last night of 2011 T.T Should have listened to bf and let him take me to KL for New Year. Instead, i chosed to stay in Sg because i thought i had plans with friends already! He even checked out the price for MBS but it's just too bad there's no normal rooms left. Only left with rooms that cost $4000++
Crazy! I rather spend that sum on a bag/shoes or a trip! Oh well. Nvm. It's all last year already.

It has since been 5 months since ah mah left. Sometimes i wonder, would she be watching down at us somewhere smiling? Or is it that after one passed on, one ceased to exist? I miss her, so much so that it hurts. I was reminded by a dream i had a week after her funeral that me, my mother, aunt and Marlon lost her in a city that looks like Taipei. She went missing while aunt and mother got too engrossed in a super sale in a provision like shop selling fruits. I noticed it and went after her but lost her as they were too many people. Soon, we were all looking for her frantically. And very weird, soon i felt very hungry and exhausted suddenly and shouted to bf to get me some food before continuing the search. It ended with me realizing it doesn't matter that we can't find her now because she will be okay, and we will definitely meet one day again, in this very lifetime. And that she will come back to us. It sounds totally impossible i know. But ever since that dream, it doesn't hurt that much anymore everytime i think of her. Because we WILL meet again. This i believe.

Anyway, I sincerely hope that everybody can let go of all the unhappiness in 2011 and welcome 2012 with a smile. Let's hope everybody will have a wonderful 2012 and let it be fill with nothing but happiness! Love my bf, dogs, cat, family and friends. I'm blessed to have all of you in my life! :)

2011-12-29T22:03:00.001+08:00

Sweet and touching commercial :)

AND, CNY coming lo!!

2011-12-21T21:43:00.003+08:00

First time i use so many crystals on my hands. 53 in total!!!

Oh ya. Day 12 today!

2 MORE DAYS! :D

2011-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

Finally day 10!!

4 MORE DAYS TO GO!! :D

2011-12-18T03:33:00.000+08:00

Day 9.

5 more days to go. Excited!! :D

2011-12-12T00:10:00.001+08:00

Counting down of 14 days!

Day 3 today. Another 11 days to go. 加油！

2011-11-30T05:01:00.002+08:00

Maybe we are the wrong couple. Never meant to be in the first place. That is why all these huge troubles with us all the time. Not just us but everything around us.

I should really learn to let it go.

2011-11-24T01:52:00.002+08:00

SUPER DUPER EXCITED!! 1 more week! Counting down already! Like finally huh :D

2011-11-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

Christmas is COMING!! :D

2011-11-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Ever consider grooming your cat into this?? Puss in boots in Shrek!! Lolx!

2011-10-31T18:49:00.001+08:00

心情不好。。。算了，还是应该早点放了，忘了。就不会一直那么失望了。

2011-10-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

New set of manicure and pedicure done! :D

Healthy supper made by bf - Smoked salmon on Foccacia bread *Yum Yum*

I'm soooo going back Taiwan for holidays! AND AND! If possible, Hong kong too!

2011-10-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

Ah mah, bo pi bo pi tomorrow everything will shun shun li li.

2011-10-18T00:02:00.001+08:00

Haiz. Poor thing. China people are so heartless!

2011-10-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

It's been 44 days since I last seen you. Are you living well? And happy? I missed you, very much.

Love you always.

2011-10-11T19:43:00.001+08:00

Lolx. Damn funny!!

2011-10-06T15:29:00.003+08:00

该死的不死，不该死的却都死了。真可惜啊！

RIP Mr Steve Jobs - The man who changed the world.

2011-09-28T19:34:00.003+08:00

Ooooh. My dream watch. It's soooo freaking PRETTY!! Wonder if my bf is willing to get that for me? *sigh* It must be so expensive!

First pic FAVOURITE!

2011-09-27T15:02:00.002+08:00

不知不觉的，我已经有２９双鞋子！ OMG!! And that is excluding the slippers that i usually wear-.- Looks like i really must cut down on buying shoes!

2011-09-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

Lolx. I like this! So trueeee...

2011-09-24T17:04:00.001+08:00

Joke of the day :P

2011-09-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

Lolx. Saw this on fb.

2011-09-22T15:35:00.006+08:00

Back in Singapore le. Sick and totally shag! Bf said my bday gift this year is a necklace and earrings. So happy! Saw it but it's not in those blue boxes cause bf said he requested not to. Weird bf! Waiting for bf to get me cert and warranty? Since he told me he spend 20k for it. Crazy! Might as well give the money to me!! >.< AND. Don't even know it's true or not. Totally can't believe it!? I actually bought 5 pairs of shoes in a week! OMG! My mama is going to give me hell if she knows about it!! One more thing. I'm getting a DSLR camera from bf as a compensation of making me damn pissed other night and causing me quarrel with my mum. Not only that of cos. As well as a few more bags and shoes. Hugh burnt pocket hole for him. I hope he do learn his lessons now!

Anyway. Today's a damn suay day for me. Nothing ever goes well for me at all!! Freaking bloody thursday!

2011-09-16T00:23:00.002+08:00

I'm back. And this feeling of mine has been bugging me for days. That I'm not ready for marriage. Wrong. It's we. We are not ready and not because we don't love each other. But because of personality incompatible. I don't want to live my life in this way. Ever. I need someone who I can depend on. And not the other way round. Haiz.

Should I or should I not? I need an answer.

2011-09-09T15:48:00.003+08:00

I'm still not used to thinking that my ah mah doesn't exists in this world anymore. Not breathing the same air as i do now, not sitting on that chair anymore listening to us chatting. And not being able to hold her hand or touch her forehead. I miss her, a lot. All of us do.

Haiz. 1 more day to Taiwan. But i'm not looking forward to it anymore. Not this time.

外婆

2011-09-07T13:37:00.003+08:00

These few months and next year ahead is going to be a very busy year for me. 忙忙忙！ We have finally settle our house. OTP was signed yesterday. We should be getting the condo by Nov and the house renovation done by end of year. I'm sorry that my grandma could not get to see it and live with me. I was going to prepare a room just for her. All because of this bloody owner's wife that gave us so much trouble wasting sooo much time!! Next up, will be my restaurant! And and! My upcoming wedding. Which my grandma has always looked forward to. I thought she could last to next year. To see me in a wedding dress :( It's ok. We are still going ahead with the wedding. My ah mah will definitely be watching from above.

Bf promised me my proposal ring to be Tiffany, engagement to be Bvlgari and hehe, wedding to be Cartier! *lovesss* I will get to have a Vera Wang for wedding dress, Jimmy Choo for wedding shoes! Ooooh. I can't wait! Wedding photos were to be taken at Taiwan which was decided half year ago (already chosen the package ages ago). Haha. It's gonna be FUNtastic! My mother said to start 减肥ing immediately if we were to marry next year cause we both gain lotsa pounds!!! She's happy but sad at the same time when we all remember my grandma would not be able to attend anymore. She doted on me alot. And always wanted to see me marry *sigh*

Cousin couldn't get to celebrate his 21st birthday tomorrow as my grandma has just passed away. Lucky thing is, he never intended to celebrate too. Nevertheless. We still got him a gift. Us family sharing, bought him a Ferragamo wallet and Fossil watch. Hope he like it:)

2011-09-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

Just came home from Uncle's house. Ah mah tou qi today as well as to split the money my ah mah left behind. Well. Not much but at least got $200 :)

New Skincare routine! :D

A gift bf bought from Indonesia - 0.1 carat only sia (Grade A quality!)

Apologetic gift from bf - 0.5 carat!

2011-09-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

My mum, aunt, me n bf were talking about grandma last night. It was heartbreaking to speak about her. Haiz. I'm angry at the doctors at TTSH. They are all piece of shit! Bunch of useless, irresponsible asshole!! We will NEVER EVER send anyone to that sickening hospital again!!

Tonight will be my ah mah tou qi. I hope she will come back to visit all of us. And tomorrow morning we will all go over to my uncle's place to pray as well as to divide whatever money she left for us. She did not die penniless. She WAS rich. At least when it was 10 years ago.

2011-09-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

Life goes on as usual after beloved grandma passed away.

2011-09-04T14:06:00.004+08:00

It's finally all over. She's truly gone. Gone to be with my grandpa. Only comforting thing, the additional 3 weeks she managed to lived was pure happiness for her. With everybody gathering around her. And the last family photo we managed to take with her.

四代同堂

2011-09-01T07:19:00.005+08:00

She passed away peacefully at 1 Sep 2011, 3:26am.

Totally heartbroken. But am glad she's relieved of all those pains and medicines. And. There goes my Taiwan trip, AGAIN.

P.s : Ah mah, I really love you so much. And forever and ever. I really can't bear for you to go. Knowing you won't be sitting on that chair anymore this coming CNY just breaks my heart so much. Seeing you lying on the metal thing, with the hands I hold so dearly while you were in the hospital. I really can't believe you are gone. I guess I will never will.

2011-09-01T03:31:00.002+08:00

I finally just came back home like 4 - 5 hrs ago to rest and less than 3 hrs of sleep. I was woken up to rush down to hospital again. She seems to be breathing her last breath this time. She's really going this time. Ever since she's slip into a coma the night before very suddenly. Breaking all our hearts. Such a lively person just a day ago, how could it be!

2011-08-31T07:36:00.002+08:00

Hospital just called again. Ah mah is in critical condition. Might not make it again. It's a chaos right now. Phones ringing all the time and everything and everybody's waking suddenly and rushing. And there goes my USS plan today!

2011-08-30T04:32:00.002+08:00

Hehe. Starting of the counting down! 4 MORE DAYS to go!! :D

2011-08-28T04:36:00.002+08:00

Confirmed flight next sunday. Finally! Hehe. Itinerary still not yet confirmed though. Lolx. Well. At least we already booked a hotel for our first night there. Good beginning!

2011-08-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

Yeah! We going Taipei next weekend!! It was meant to be a surprise for me next week but accidentally slip out while we were quarreling again:) Hehe. Taipei here i come! It seems that we are traveling via SQ this time:D

2011-08-20T05:39:00.000+08:00

I think I've found an answer.

2011-08-20T03:52:00.006+08:00

I was reminded at how he didn't call me back or text me after i hanged up on him upon catching him lying on the spot. Is it just me or am i being oversensitive? I think he changed. In the past, he would call me immediately or either text me, bombarding my phone. Wrong. Or maybe, i'm not as important to him as before. And that he doesn't love me as much as before. I asked him before what would he do if we were to break. He answered nonchalantly that he would had maybe start preparing to leave for overseas or just find a few jobs to do. It seems, there is no point holding on anymore as i believe the love that was once so passionate in him has long gone.

Perhaps, it's all over? Should i let it go or should i not? I'm at a junction where i am lost for an answer.

2011-08-19T15:48:00.004+08:00

8 signs it's over [http://lifestyle.xin.msn.com/en/sex-relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=5168634] :

Do you feel relieved when your partner no longer nags about your wandering eye? Don't rejoice yet. Love is not a fairy tale where everything goes your way. If you spot any of these tell-tale signs, you have every reason to be alarmed. While it's easier said than done, work on them with your partner before it's too late and find yourself dumped.

Your partner no longer shows jealousy
Sometimes, it's in our nature to feel jealous when we see our partner with someone else (of opposite sex) or with an old flame. So, if he shows that he does not give two hoots about you going out with your ex or ogling at other hotties -- especially when he has jealous tendencies -- it may be a cause for concern.

Your partner stops calling
He used to talk to you over the phone daily and now he has stopped calling you. Is this a definite sign that it's over? Sure, he might be so busy at work that he doesn't have time to call. But if he's still into you, he'd at least make a quick call just to hear your voice. He has probably lost interest in you if he no longer does that.

Constant bickering
We know argument is part and parcel of a relationship; it really gets on your nerves but constructive ones keep the sparks alive. If you find yourself frequently in a verbal brawl with him so much so that it affects other important things in your life, it's probably one reason for you to call it quits.

You no longer feel the excitement
It's not your fault if you don't feel the flush of excitement you felt beginning of the courtship after a while. It's normal for passion to dwindle in a long-term relationship. So, you work hard to reignite the sparks, but when he's not excited about the relationship even after your efforts, get a grip -- it's very likely that you have been downgraded from a 'darling' to a 'has-been'.

Your partner's seeing someone else
You can always re-lit the sparks but you can never revive your relationship when your partner's cheated on you. As the old adage goes: once a cheater, always a cheater. If he's seeing someone else, there's no point trusting him to stick with you for the long haul. It's a definite sign to call it quits.

Your partner avoids talking about future plansAlthough he used to share about his future plans -- whether about marriage, kids or career -- with you, he no longer speaks a word about it now. And that probably because he does not plan to include you in anymore. Ask him about it and if he ducks the question, it proves that he's just not committed to you.

You prefer hanging out with your friends
Do you look forward to your buddy night-out more than an eat-in date with your partner? Or do you find him spending more time hitting the bar with his friends than meeting you? And if he never bothers to make an effort to spice things up in your relationship, then it might be a sign that you would be better off having your partner as a friend instead.

There's no longer trust in your relationship
If you are having a hard time believing anything he says after the relationship has been torn by his lies, it's hard to regain the trust overnight. If there's even a need to check up on your partner every time to see if he's lying, he's just not worthy of your time.

~END~

Hmm. I'm thinking hard now. *Sigh* Out of 8 like got a few already!

2011-08-18T18:13:00.003+08:00

Damn it sia! Saw on Yahoo news that Johnny Depp's bought Caribbean island at $3.6 million. Wth! In Singapore, that amount could only get you a condo lo. Not even a landed!! I think all Singaporeans can actually afford an island liao! Argh. My next dream!!

2011-08-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

Stupid bf now rushing to buy toto-.- Because my parents asked him remember go buy today cause today's winnings is 3 million. Impossible to win de la. If so easy, everybody is millionaire le lo. No wonder Singapore Pool always so rich right. Because of all these people!!

2011-08-18T04:20:00.002+08:00

Got cheated! Didn't know Apple Macbook Pro got 15" and instead got the 13". And all along i thought it's only available in 11" and 13" until i went courts today! OMG! I AM SUCH A MOUNTAIN TORTOISE-.- Nvm. Bf say will get me a 32" desktop. Lolx. Oh well :P

2011-08-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

My stupid dog bit me last night! It was so bad that it bled! Wth la. My mother got so pissed she whipped him so badly that I realize this morning Koffee's left eye is swollen. Haiz. Heart pain la. My mother felt so guilty also! ( first time!!) oh well. Hope he will behave himself from now onwards. Gonna send Angel to training soon too as I can't stand her excessive barking!

2011-08-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

Wahlao eh. Got the shock of my life just now la! Stupid bf accidentally let in a grasshopper into the car and it freaking jumped onto my arms! Scared the hell out of me la!! >.< Refused to get back into the car until he source it and get it out of car. Even went to the extend of getting myself a cab home! Damn grasshopper! Make both my palms damn sweaty! Hate bf now!!!

2011-08-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

In the end, i got persuaded by bf and sales person to buy Macbook Pro instead-.- And there goes my dream laptop of 4 or 5 years!? It was said, specs all this is much better and most important it has a cd drive as Macbook Air DO NOT have that! *Sigh* Oh well. Better than nothing :D

2011-08-15T10:10:00.003+08:00

Hehe. Buying my MacBook Air today. A gift from bf to compensate me for lying a white lie last morning! A huge punishment for him. Hopefully he learn this lesson well!! Meanwhile i'm sooo HAPPY!! :D

Not to forget, i just gotten 5 new bags [Prada, Chanel, Burberry!] and 2 new wallets [Chanel, Hermes!] from him when he went Jarkata few days ago *beaming* Lolx :P Oooh. Its such a happy month for me! AND TAIWAN SOON!!! I'm coming!

2011-08-03T12:41:00.001+08:00

Finally after almost 3 weeks. Ah mah can go home le! She survived afteralll! *happy* :D

2011-07-27T17:39:00.002+08:00

She's improving. Had all the tubes connected to her removed today. And most probably be able to go home on Friday.

2011-07-25T00:10:00.002+08:00

She told me she's dying. My mum cried. My aunt too. No, I didn't. I held back, biting my lips, holding back the tears that threatened to fall. I left and I cried. Praying hard that she will hold on. Live a few more months. And see my cousin's and my aunt's child come to this world.

2011-07-24T19:46:00.006+08:00

These days my life revolves only around TTSH. So tiring. It's not only mentally draining but physically too. We are all hoping grandma can pull through this time. Maybe let her have another year ahead? She was so happy yesterday seeing everybody crowding around her bed last morning. Not knowing her body was fighting to stay alive. I've rushed back. Only to reach Singapore at 3pm. Fortunately, she made it. I've got to see her, alive.

2011-07-22T15:25:00.003+08:00

I'm so stressed and occupied this 2 weeks that my body system had gone all wrong! Period came late more than a week and having numerous headaches. I can't seems to concentrate on anything because I'm thinking about everything all the time! Why is it so that nothing is ever going my way! Hate it hate it hate it!!

2011-07-22T01:29:00.003+08:00

She pulled out the IV for her antibiotics that can prolong her life. She's no longer on medicine. Doctor's advises : To let her go when her body can't go on anymore. Reason being, us refused to have her inserted with a tube. She won't be transfer to ICU anymore even if she's in critical condition. But she was still okay this afternoon when I visited her. She could still lose her temper because nobody visits her in the morning. Just a few hours, how could her condition worsen.

Now, we could only pray. Pray that god, or whoever have the power, to let her be with us a few more years. Let us spend more time with her. I would exchange anything for it, be it a few years of my life. I'm willing to exchange with that.

2011-07-21T00:06:00.001+08:00

Good news. Ah mah have been transferred to normal ward today. And she looks so much better and healthier now. Most important, she look more alert these 2 days. Happy!

2011-07-19T00:39:00.002+08:00

Updates : Shown improvements when visiting just now. If all is well tonight and her heartbeat remains constant, she will be transfer to normal ward. With the exception, of eating antibiotics for the rest of her life. Which can extend her life by the most a year. Keeping our fingers crossed, that she can still live a few more years!

2011-07-18T20:40:00.001+08:00

Her condition worsen. It seems, she might not make it anymore. Doctor give : 6 months.

2011-07-17T16:29:00.002+08:00

Just came back from TTSH visiting my ah mah. Again. Haiz. So poor thing. I see already so xin tong. She's in ICU, for lungs problem. We are so worried she can't make it to CNY next year. Cos this is the 3rd time she's hospitalized this year. Hopefully she can. And be able to attend my wedding in future. I don't want her gone like that, but at the same time can't bear to see her suffering T.T

2011-07-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

After 2 weeks straight of eating egg and ham for breakfast. I ordered pasta mania, alfredo today. Been feeling damn uncomfortable after i ate. Had this feeling of wanting to vomit. I finally succumbed to it just now. Damn! It actually felt better instantly even though it's damn grossed!

Conclusion : Looks like my tummy is not getting used to other food for first meal of the day everyday. And i might have to stick to egg and ham till i have a solution for it!

2011-07-12T13:59:00.004+08:00

MAJOR HICCUPS MAJOR HICCUPS!! Fortunately, all was resolved today (i think so). Made me soooo anxious yesterday! Almost couldn't get the house on time this sat. But all will be confirmed again by thurs i think. Keeping my fingers crossed!

On a side note : Harry potter movie this Friday night! Premium seats! For last movie. *lovesss* :D

2011-07-11T13:03:00.004+08:00

Wth. I still CAN'T believe i gave up a job position - HR because bf asked me to! Reason being - too far! It's at tradehub 21. But we moving to bukit timah le what. Just because it's not convenient for him to send/fetch me! People called and asked me if i still want this position and i actually went dumbfounded, eventually i said : no! Oh man. I think they are willing to hire me at 2k at least lo. Job scope? Payroll and general HR duties only lo. Which is so damn freaking easy can. WTH la! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!! >.<

2011-07-08T16:45:00.002+08:00

Damn funny la. Saw this on a forum while checking some other things out.

A man wrote this :

My wallet is like those in the cartoons - when I open it moths fly out.

Worse when my wife opens her wallet, her credit card flies out....to the gleeful arms of the sales person.

~End~

Lolx:D

2011-07-06T15:29:00.004+08:00

Got new gmask for my iphone already - with a casing this time. Oh well, to prevent me from dropping the phone again and destroying it. And I'm loving it!

Went for fish therapy too. It's not me who try though. Haha.

2011-07-06T02:32:00.013+08:00

I don't expect a gift, flowers or dinner on our anniversary as I never harbor any thought of that. Which is why the reason I agreed to meet my girlfriends. I don't like to hope for anything to avoid disappointment. I never even expect him to remember, in which he did. I was happy when he said he initially planned to bring me to hotel for dinner. I don't need expensive dinners, flowers or gifts actually. But when he picked me up after my dinner. I expected him to at least said 'happy anniversary' to me after all the waiting. To my disappointment, he did not. Until when its almost past midnight, i reminded/hinted him, in which he said, 'hao la hao la, happy 2 year anniversary'. Imagine the disappointment i felt. It actually stung. So much so that tears filled my eyes. That is why i never like to harbor any hope for anything, to avoid being disappointed. I only hope that, since he remembered it. The least he could do is said that to me. I'll be happy enough just for that. But, not even a sms the whole day. Suan le. Don't wanna talk about it anymore. It will just hurts the more i said. What's past is past. Let it go ba. I never wished for anything anyway. Because I knew the outcome will be like this which is why I never like celebrating anniversaries or birthdays, lest, remember it.

Lesson learnt : Never harbor any hopes for anything. To prevent unnecessary disappointments and getting hurt or upset.

2011-07-01T13:50:00.002+08:00

Bought new casing from apple yesterday. Will be going for gmask maybe this weekend. Yeah! Happpy la:D

P.s : My that mama of mine like a bit unhappy of me spending unnecessary money and that i should start saving for future use. Eh, think is she want money from me la. Especially since she already told my father she's going taiwan end of this year. Damn >.<

2011-06-30T16:09:00.003+08:00

Just received my new iPhone4 yesterday. Still figuring out how to use it. Haha. So mountain tortoise lo >.< Bf said to go buy casing later in case i drop my phone again. Right now, i'll be using 2 nos. from today onwards as my phone bill is too expensive monthly. Will be more worth it using 2 lines instead. I'm soooo damn happy la. New phone sia! Even though i don't really LOVE iPhone that much. But it always feel good to have something new:D

2011-06-27T17:09:00.003+08:00

Saw this on a forum - Very interesting!

Re : Why rich man won't marry pretty woman

A young and pretty lady posted this on a forum :

Title : What should i do to marry a rich guy?

I'm gonna be honest with what i'm going to say here.

I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with 500k annual salary or above.

You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York .

My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married?

I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you?

Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit.

If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches are only average-looking? I've met a few girls who don't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys.

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty
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An awesome reply from CEO of J.P. Morgan:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor.

My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.

From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you.

The answer is very simple, so let me explain.

Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of "beauty"and "money" : Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square.

However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason.

The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year.

Hence from the view point of economics,

I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worse 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a "trading position".

If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased".

Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you,but will not marry you.

I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income.This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps. If you are interested in "leasing" services, do contact me.

signed,
J.P. Morgan CEO

~End~

It's all about DEPRECIATION!! Lolx :D

2011-06-25T01:26:00.002+08:00

New beginning? Soon, I guess. Hope everything will go well from there onwards. Say, 31st July? Maybe. And, I should probably be starting to look for a job now:) Been idling for almost 3 months and getting fatter. Lolx. But, just when I'm enjoying sia-.-

2011-06-23T17:10:00.003+08:00

A wise man once sat in the audience and cracked a joke. Everybody laughed like crazy. After a moment he cracked the same joke again and a lesser group of people laughed this time. He then cracked the same joke over and over again, and when there was no more laughter in the crowd, he smiled and said :
"When you can't laugh at the same joke over and over again, then why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?"

Why is it so difficult for people to understand this? *sigh* Sad to say, but i'm one of those people :(

2011-06-17T16:15:00.002+08:00

Alright. My dream house now will officially be : The Berth By The Cove. Its damn nice la! With full sea view and everything. My gosh! I wish i can have a house there my own one day *dreaming*

2011-06-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

Bad headache and bad cold for whole day ever since I manage to get my ass out of the bed late afternoon:( Refused to take medicine as I do not want to depend on it again. Right now I'm trying very hard to sleep but I can't because of my sickening nose. Feel like cutting it off!

Anyway, this whole week hasn't been good for me, or should I say : this whole month. Went to temple with friends last week for qiu qian. Haha. Cool sia. Uncle who decipher mine said I'm destined to be a lady boss. Oh well. We shall see about that ba.

2011-05-31T03:19:00.004+08:00

These few days really shui dao kao piang la! Tmd. Yesterday just got my last toe caught on the door, now is 4 toes! Freaking painful la! Last toe is still hurting and now additional 4 toes. Wth la! >.<

2011-05-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

Change of plans tonight. No more ph or prawning or korean bbq le. So sad. All because of some idiot -.- Oh well. Suan le. Still got next time. Looking forward to Monday now instead!

Right now, i'm famished! Waiting for my supper to come back. ANDDD i'm craving for DURIANSSS. Lolx. Gonna be another sinful night :P

2011-05-23T05:15:00.000+08:00

I don't wish to prolong this any longer. I think, enough IS enough.

2011-05-11T13:31:00.005+08:00

*Yipee* Idiot bf got back home during his lunch break today just to pass me my NEW WHITE CHANEL BAG!! No pictures at the moment as my phone cannot be synchronised with the computer. I'm so happyyy right now!!

Hehe. One more bag on the way soon i guess:D A women WILL always complain of not having enough bags and shoes in her whole lifetime!

P.s : The bag comes with a small wristlet!! Below is the picture i took from the net. Mine is in white.

2011-05-10T13:16:00.002+08:00

It's like FINALLY. Very touching and pretty.

2011-05-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

Journey of Love - To patch after a serious break up or not.

Anna and Alex[anonymous name] just started being together. Imagine they are on a "journey of love". So they started at point A. So as they journey, they had quarrels and there were small cracks on the road. So as they move on, until point B, where there was a huge fight between them and they broke up. Regardless of what is the reason. So a crack was formed at Point B.

They both went on their separate ways. And Alex realized that he still love Anna alot. So Anna saw how sincere Alex is and they decided to patch back. Back to Point A again.
So when they reached point B, if they both dont solve the previous issue, another fight will break out again at point B. The girl will definitely remember the past issue and bring it up again when something triggers it. And if it isn't solved, they break up again, deepening the crack.

Point A -----> Point B, (repeat) Point A -----> Point B

So it's actually a cycle. When someone says he/she is "used to it" already, it isn't true most of the time. If they are really "used to it", then they won't even be thinking about it anymore, the feeling of disappointment wont be there. "used to it" is just a lousy excuse to hide how upset you are with him/her. I won't suggest patching back again because there won't be any guarantee that it will 100% work out the 2nd time. If break again, it only deepen your scars, waste your time, effort, money and energy.

2011-05-01T01:13:00.001+08:00

Did i marry the right person? - The common question asked by married couples (Not newly weds!).

Here’s the answer.
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love. With your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love with your spouse wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called ‘falling’ in love…Because it’s happening TO YOU. People in love sometimes say, ‘I was swept off my feet.’ Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU. Falling in love is easy. It’s a passive and spontaneous experience.

But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades.It’s the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s idiosyncrasy, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, ‘Did I marry the right person?’ And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown.

People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it.

I’m not saying that you couldn’t fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same situation a few years later.

Because (listen carefully to this):
THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON;
IT’S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND. SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It’ll NEVER just happen to you.

You can’t ‘find’ EVERLASTING love. You have to ‘make’ it day in and day out. That’s why we have the expression ‘the labor of love.’Because it takes time, effort, and energy, And most importantly, it takes WISDOM . You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage
work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage. Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It’s a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable…you can ‘make’ love work.

Love in marriage is indeed a ‘decision'. Not just a feeling.

2011-04-29T17:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night almost scare the hell out of me when Yumi went missing and we looked all over the house for her for nearly half an hour and could not find her. We searched everything single corner of the house and she wouldn't response to us calling her or even her favourite teaser and bells-.- Really thought she slipped out of the house when we went out to get something. In the end, stupid bf opened the front door to checked outside and saw her lying, waiting by the door to be let in. It seems, that bf didn't saw her slipped out of the door when returning >.< Luckily, she waits outside quietly for us to open the door to be let in!! In the middle of the night somemore!!

2011-04-25T12:30:00.002+08:00

This is soooo true.

"I think that if life separates us and we end up in totally different places, I'll always remember when our path aligned for this period of time, and I’ll be thankful for that. And hope that, wherever you are, you’ll be thankful too. And I think that’s the best we can wish for."

So, at what stage are we to now - Break up or Get married? I wonder.

2011-04-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sad and touching video. Reminded me of my ah mah and make me cry T.T

2011-04-07T12:30:00.001+08:00

寂寞，是需要有某个人或某件事来让自己安慰，让生活添上些色彩。

空虚，是不管有多少人多少事都不能添补的空洞。

只能不去想，不去管一切的一切，把感觉埋藏在心里，希望着有一天这感觉会消失。

2011-04-02T00:22:00.001+08:00

It's gonna be a difficult weekend for me this week. Real difficult. Wish i can fast forward time to next week *sigh*

2011-03-30T16:46:00.003+08:00

I'm dying soon!! In office i mean! Never mind. 2 more days to go. I MUST endure!! Lolx. Pray for me that i don't have to stay longer again *sigh* Why do i keep having this feeling i have to. Jitao sian max la-.-''

Idiot colleagues have been saying this too. I so don't wantttt >.<

2011-03-28T14:35:00.004+08:00

此刻的心情就和这首歌一样 :

我不允许我再爱上你

你让我再给你机会
原谅不负责任的后悔
关于伤害轻描淡写
你说你要用行动证明会体贴
算了吧你不会
我住的城市刚刚下了一场雪
让我冷静地回应电话那头的虚伪
过去太容易妥协相信你的辩解
这一次信任已经终结
我不允许我再脆弱爱上你
不允许你打扰我的坚定
好不容易的平静
那是我通过热泪的努力
我多委屈我多痛心你知道吗
请秋天刮的风放过落叶
请你把苦苦纠缠都收回
怨恨你我不会
我希望温柔一点
记忆会多一些美一些

我住的城市刚刚下了一场雪
让我冷静地回应电话那头的虚伪
过去太容易妥协相信你的辩解
这一次信任已经终结
我不允许我再脆弱爱上你
不允许你打扰我的坚定
好不容易的平静
那是我通过热泪的努力
我多委屈我多痛心你知道吗
请秋天刮的风放过落叶
请你把苦苦纠缠都收回
怨恨你我不会
我希望温柔一点
记忆会多一些美一些
请秋天刮的风放过落叶
请你把苦苦纠缠都收回
怨恨你我不会
我希望温柔一点
记忆会多一些美一些

2011-03-25T09:23:00.000+08:00

哭过了，也喊过了。够了，真的够了。我真的觉得好累好累。不想再挣扎下去了。我选择放弃。不知不觉，我哭得眼泪再也流不出来了。我谁也不想说，只想要默默的一个人撑下去。我不需要任何安慰，因为我知道我可以一个人走完这不开心的时光。
时间可过得真快！一年半就这样过去了。还真可笑。人，说要变还变得挺快的嘛。变得我都快忍不得是谁啦！

说着说着，眼泪好像又不知觉的流下来了。其实，我真的好想痛哭一场。但是，我一直告诉自己不行。一定要很坚强地走下去，因为这是我的选择。

2011-03-24T16:42:00.002+08:00

*Sigh* Boss brought me out for lunch and bank. And, he ask me to work till 01 April 2011. Haiz. No choice but i can only say okay lo. Cause new girl (36 yrs old!) only coming in on 31 Mar after they are all back from Guangzhou. In which i told him, u can't expect her to learn everything in just 2 days de lo. And he just shrugged it off saying, she will get all the help she need from everybody. Oh well. I seriously don't care le. Next Friday shall BE my last day! I double confirm!!

Have been bothered by few things lately. Can't think. Don't know what i should do, which way i should go. Seriously, you only have 2 choices in life. And i finally see it and UNDERSTAND it! And i'm freaking pissed, upset, disappointment, argh! Whatever you can think of la!

2011-03-21T17:12:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i have to admit - that i love working, even though i hate my job to the core now *sigh*

For instance, now. When i'm having one of the worst headaches i could ever have, i should be wishing that i'm home on my comfy bed. But NO! Instead, i enjoy burying myself in the neverending work just so that i do not have the time to think/dwell on any troubles on my mind. It's an escape i like, for me to stop dwelling on anything that upsets me or even, bother me.

Sometimes i just wish, that you could really understands what i feel and want.

But i guess, wish can only be wish. It won't be a wish if it came true. That is how all this songs come about? wish upon a star, etc?

2011-03-18T15:27:00.002+08:00

Since i'm soooo free and bored today. Let's hear some nice nice jokes!

[Son: Dad, what is an idiot?
Dad: An idiot is a person who tries to explain his ideas in such a strange and long way that another person who is listening to him can't understand him. Do you understand me?
Son: No.]

Lolx.

[A husband and wife were trying to set up a new password for their computer. The husband puts 'mypenis' in, and the wife falls on the ground laughing because it said "Error: Not long enough."]

-.-''

[An American is in Singapore for a short stay. He gets into a cab and asks the driver to show him the sights. The cabby first takes him to Orchard Road.

"What's that?" says the American.

"Oh, that's Takashimaya shopping center. It's a shopping complex with over 300 stores."

"Gollee," drawls the American. "How long do you reckon it took to put?"

"Oh, I dunno," replies the cabby. "About two years, I think."

"TWO years!" exclaims the American. "Why, in American, we would out that up in less than ONE year!"

The cabby continues on the tour and passes by Shenton Way.

"What's that?" says the American, craning his neck and looking up.

"Oh, That's the UOB Building. It's got 70 stories and about 10,000 people work in that one building."

"Mah Goodness," drawls that American. "How long do you reckon it took to put that up?"

The cabby, not wanting to be outdone this time, said, "Oh, I seem to remember that going up in about six months."

"Six Months!" exclaims the American. "Why, in American, we could put up that building in THREE months!"

The cabby is now getting a little annoyed. He turns west and takes his passenger by another expressway.

"Golleee," drawls the American, looking 1,800 feet up to the top of the tower, "What's that?"

"I dunno," says the cabby. "It wasn't here this morning''.]

So damn funny right! Lolx. Oh well. Till next time, got to go back to work!

2011-03-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

Saw this on some forum and it's damn funny to me :

[ya! cos they say the left hand ring finger got a vein link to the heart or smth like that.
i heard that before.
but i dun wish to wear both proposal and wedding ring on the same hand.
and proposal ring had been made to my right hand's ring size ler.

bf haven proposed to me yet
cos i spoilt his whole plan.]

And people was like asking what did she do, she replied :

[haha quite lame la, is cos i didnt bring camera.
then bf say actu wan bring me go UOB highest floor watch fireworks.
and it cost $188/pax.
then i say "u wan propose to me right!!!" then see his face expression like kena exposed.
i say"cfm lor!!!", he replied "ahya bt u nv bring camera, spoil all my plans"

tts y lor. if nt proposal date can be 1.1.11, so nice...]

I qi tao burst out laughing when i saw that lo. Luckily bosses all not around, if not they sure know i surfing net again and would probably thought i'm crazy. Lolx. Now you can finally see how bored i am in office right!? :P

2011-03-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Bf was saying about us marrying end of this year or next year. I never thought much about it as a big thing until i went to some forums regarding wedding dinner then i realize just a wedding dinner, there is never ending hotels for you to chose which is already giving me a bad headache. Bf even worse, still go on tell me, after chosing hotel still got to find wedding shop, car, decide on menu, buy wedding stuffs, invitation cards and so on.. Giving me the jitters already. Haha. Maybe, we should change my mind about it le!

Oh well. Let me get back to work first. Now headache with Singtel office chairs again. Haiz. Ming ku ah!!

2011-03-14T12:03:00.003+08:00

Just over the weekends and i realized i gained some weight again!! Universal studio's fault!!

Haiz. And i'm so tired and sleepy at work! Supposedly my last week at work this week la. And i'm sooo looking forward to Friday. But! Who knows sia. Think they will make me stay again *sigh*

2011-03-09T12:50:00.004+08:00

Stuffing potato chips down my throat now so that i would not vomit. Too hungry already till i feel so uncomfortable. Too much acid in my tummy, as always :(

And now my boss went, 'Dawn, you eat too loudly already la' and so i replied, 'so that you will crave for potato chips but don't get to eat it.' Lolx. He said in reply, 'i also got my own potato snack!.' And, he took his out to munch as well -.-''

2011-03-06T09:51:00.002+08:00

It's a Sunday morning and here I am, blogging after breakfast. Why? Cause that stupid dog woke me up with her endless whining again! Seriously, I'm sure I'm gonna kill her one of these days!!

2011-03-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

Damn it! Boss refused to let me go. Give me all kind of reasons to make me stay till20 March! And said, we'll talk about it that day then cause want make me his PA. Thing is, I don't want stay there any longer!!!

2011-02-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

I finally resign on Monday and last day was supposed to be on 18 March. But damn asshole colleague just make me lose all patience with him and I finally blew my top and demanded to my superior that I have not seen my confirmation letter and only appointment letter which indicated only 1week of notice(thanks to a reminder by colleague!) and so I said, my last day of work, according to that should be next Monday! He's unwilling to but said will try discuss with boss who is currently out of town as today's issue has been blown out of proportion already. Great also! Another good excuse of not working there anymore!!!

2011-02-18T11:44:00.002+08:00

TGIF today!! And i'm sooo hhhappyyy:D Kind of. But i'm totally bored at work!! I'll probably email my boss later to resign then hand him the letter next Monday. Hopefully i can finish my notice soon. OR? Better!? No need serve notice!? Haiz. Not so easy i think. They will need me to pass on the projects i have on hand to the new girl i think T.T Means 1 more month? Hope so la!! *Cross fingers*

2011-02-16T10:48:00.003+08:00

Valentine's day a normal, ordinary day just like every other day. BECAUSE! I'm unwell! Yes. Gastric problem and damn tired these 2 weeks. Been sleeping through my weekends. Haiz.